Thing is getting better and better nowaday... Just that my mood is still unable to get back the normal wan loh... Maybe just need more time to stable down ba... Luckily yesterday did have a chat with her abt wat probleming her loh... Haha... End up found out actually she having the same problem as i am facing also... Haiz... Dun know y the past is so difficult to forget leh... After all maybe gals are not that heartless ba... So end up taking more time to forget everything... Actually i knew that she still like him alot just that i dun believe she still so like him loh... Haiz... Let time decide everything ba... All the most i can do is to support her here and there when she need help but i think she will ask for help from me too... Actually wanted to tell her maybe we can work together to solve wat we are facing together... But i dun dare to say out at all loh... I really wonder where my courage and all those energy had gone too... Dun even dare to send her home... KAOZ... Idiot.......

Romance Profile...


You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is that both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept.

You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.

At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties

Yesterday night was a really unforgotten day... It is a combination of happiness and sadness... Let talk abt sad wan first ba... Although she is here last night, i dunno y i am still so unhappy loh... My mood last night after she came was totally very bad... I think throughout the time she is present i never even talk to her at all loh... She also left in a hurry and leave no answer at all... To me the answer is very obvious le loh... Haiz... All of them there and friends outside were waiting for the answer but there is not there... All of them ask me to forget her la... No point pushing myself go into the bad situation... I almost cry out there but of course me never... COs of my stubborn character ba... Btw, i think everyone also thinking wat birthday wish i had made last night rite, the answer in nothing... Ever since that minutes onward, i dun trust that there is this birthday wish coming true le all are just imagination... Enough of sad thing le...
I am happy cos my brothers were all here except my big brother la... Cos he in NS, i think hiding in the jungle... Hahaha... Especially Guoxin, i ask him to come, he straight away accepted it and came... We went to KTV and sing... Guoxin dun know how to sing but he came down cos of brotherhood... Hahaha... Indeed my good brother leh... Thanx u my other eight brothers, liang,liying eunice and Belinda for the effort and to make my birthday look well and the presents from xiao mei.... Take care everyone... All the best in the coming exam...

Finally my 19th Birthday came... Every year i was very happy with my birthday de... But this year, i felt very moody and a bit sad loh... Maybe this is my first birthday without a stead since i am sec 3 ba... Haiz... The feeling inside me now is like having a big rock put on my chest, very heavy very heavy... Cos i was waiting for the outcome answer from the gal i like... Liang told me to be more relax now... I knew he trying to help out at the very last minute but i dun wish to pressure anyone loh... Thing should be settle as how the heart and mind think... Not because of wat PPL say loh... No matter wat is the outcome, i will still have to accept it... Maybe they told me dun be so negative la... But i just have the feeling thing won't turn out as beautiful as i wish loh... Maybe because i knew her too well le ba... Haiz... Dun wish to comment much on it le... As for the answer, I leave it to fate le... Already 2 am le... Better go and sleep le... Cos tomolo still got mahjong and KTV session... Hahaha... Take care... Nitez...

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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Cooperate:
For you, its all about teamwork! You know that
great things can happen if you all just combine
your energy and work together and not against
each other! You tend to be the
"peacemaker" of a group, and
generally go with the majority rules outlook.
Make sure you still voice your opinion though,
and have your views heard - there's more to
life than conformity!


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I wondering did i really sound joking in the blog or not... Hahaha... Maybe yes and maybe not... Cos i never been happy recently... cos everytime will fall sick... Maybe run around singapore too much le ba... Like yesterday, i need to rush from school back home, then bring my cousin go my aunt house... Then when i came home and rest, my aunt vomitted and my uncle was so scared that he demanded me to go back there immediately... Wat must i do leh... I not superman so i can't be able to run here and there... Birthday and exams coming soon le... Hope everything will be fine... Take care everyone...

Me actually more than one week never update my blog le... Hihihi... Almost forgotten liao... Nothing la... Since my aunt fell sick, i am too busy looking after her as to bring her go see doctor and buying food for her to eat... Luckily, she has recovered very fast... So now have more time for other thing le... This afternoon, i did something quite funny yet very scare... Hahaha... Pretend ask questions using sms... haha... I very scare kana scolded by her sia... Lucky she never say anything... Time to study le...Nothing le la... Take care everyone... All the best in the coming exams...

acquisition


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Y life so sian wan ar... Hihihi... Exam coming soon and haiz got to study le... Somemore birthday coming too... This year both of chinese and english birthday fall on one day after another... Dun know wat to do... This year birthday become one which i dun really wish to have leh... Cos once birthday reach, i have to let go of something cos i dun wish to keep on waiting on and on... Dun know la... Birthday coming nearer and nearer... Haiz... My hope going lesser and lesser... K la... Nothing le... Take care everyone... Nitez...

Again disagreement came abt ... Haiz... Dun know wat to do la... Cos i think everytime my temper will lead to something bad... I also dun know y temper rised... I think i really have to control my temper cos if i continue to be like this, instead of helping her i am just adding burden to her loh... Haiz... Lucky yesterday got liang there chatting with me... Feeling better liao... Also realised a lot of faults i had cause... Maybe the cough also irriated me a lot loh... I really dun know wat happen to me... I already sick for the whole week le... One illness after another... I think sure is kana WEN from edwin de... Hahaha... If Alex and amanda see it sure agree with me and even laugh till siao wan... Hahaha...

Very unbearable now leh... My throat is like burning inside loh... I dun know wat happen to me la... Just talk to abbie abt something and feeling better now if not soon my head may burst so many thing to handle at each time... Cos at least she is free to listen to me loh... Hahaha... Thanx man... Nothing la... Tomolo hope i can be alright leh... If not really dun know wat should i do leh cos need to go and help out le... Till now my name list still not settle yet... Have to make sure is ready but tomolo... Made me even more headache now... Haiz... ASk for her name but she say paiseh dun wan... Then too bad loh... Dun know la... Tomolo see how then i go and settle loh... going to sleep le... Take care everyone... Nitez...

Uh-oh - you are "Stop blowing holes in my
ship!" You're a little bit edgy,
honestly, and it's getting in the way of your
natural charm. We understand that life can be
hard, but take a deep breath and have a drink.
Relax.


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Your boring... You know what you are... You just go
with verybody else, and don't stand out. At
all.
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Scorpio (Type O)

October 23 - November 22

for Men
Personality: People get a great first impression from you. You look honest and trustworthy but at times you look so serious that people find it difficult to approach you. When things trouble you, they get bottled up right inside you. You'd rather deal with them on your own than to confide to others.

Love Tendency: It takes you a long time before you decide that you would like to go out with a particular person. You are very careful and that's why you will have only few serious relationships. The honest person you are, you will break it off with a partner if you realize you haven no affection for her.

Life: You love to pay attention to details, so everything you start has to stop with a hundred percent satisfaction. Your social skills are lacking. Therefore, a working place where much interaction is much needed isn't suitable for you.

yesterday i went at night to yishun... I tried to eat something for dinner but end up all vomitted out... Haiz... Dun know i tio with wat leh... Luck going down... I remember dreaming of something when i went to sleep in the afternoon... Hahaa... I told one of my friend a bad dream... Y it is a bad dream cos i think this dream hard to come true loh... Hahaa... Last night chat with alex and amanda till around 1 plus then go sleep... They 2 very siao wan... BF say wat the GF will oppose ... Hahaa... Alex have a tiring night yesterday ar... Hahaha... K la... Have to find thing to eat le... Some more today my grandfather 34th death anniversary... No wonder mother wake me up so early la... Haiz sian...

SIAN ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.............. Me dun know y so depressed today... Haiz... Maybe because i feeling very sick now... I eat something and feel like vomitting it out... Later i going to temple to help out somemore... Dun know la... Better keep myself awake if not will be late again later... Hahaha... Today presentation very funny... The teacher and my friends were laughing when i suddenly haiz in class after the presentation cos i let out my pressure and relax.... Then my teacher told me u should wait till u go back to your place then do it meh... Hahaha... Made a fool in class... Nothing la... Go sleep for a while first... Take care everyone...