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Finally my illness almost recovered le... Left only my flu still not gone... Haiz... Dun know y feeling a bit weird recently le... Maybe sick too long end up think a lot of thing end up become like this ba... Dun really know way i thinking... Dun ask me i also dun know at all...But i think after sometime i should be able to get back to my normal stuff ba... Haiz... Very very tired of life... But maybe from next week onwards i will be working part time for my mother and also working at BEE CHENG HIANG during january... But dun know mother allow or not... Haiz... Cos she dun wan me to work for my aunt... How leh... I wanna have a lot of money to buy a lot a lot of thing too... hahaha... Nothing liao la... Take care everyone ... Nitez...

Down with stupid flu, sore throat, cough and fever... Sound like i tio sars like that... Hihihi... But this time kana four combination... Feeling very tired and sick of taking medicine... Yesterday see doctor got a very funny incident... The doctor asked me wat type of medicine i wan... Expensive one or normal one... I was stun... Now still got separated expensive and normal wan ar... Then i wanna my illness ok quickly end up told her expensive wan... When time to foot the bill, kaoz... First time see doctor inside clinic need 50 dollars... Damn expensive leh... Enough for me to see 2 times le... Hahaha... Somemore the medicine i ate also haven't take effect and even cause more pain in my throat and more cough... I wonder wat good medicine she gave me... Haiz... Hope can be fine soon... Somemore just now that idiotic jeremy did something very stupid... But i just wanna tell him wat he say he going to pay for it loh... cos as a brother, when someone is sick, he still got the hack to say those fucking thing out... In his mind still got brother meh... As him to use his bum to think hard... Dun think that when he sick got his god sisters there big fuck ok... ASk yourself one thing, all your god sis except KL, who is good wan loh...

Everything for temple celebration has been over le... The celebration has been quite successful and everyone did enjoy a lot also... Hahaha... Yesterday 4 generations of my family meet together... First generation is my aunt and uncle, then my cousins and me, then my nieces and nephews and lastly my grand-niece... not only a celebration but also a family gathering... From today onward i got to go into fyp le... Cos time is very packed now... Hope to have more time to do but i wasted some time le... Haiz... As for my friends, Alex seem to be troubled with whether when amanda is back in singapore will she go and visit him or meet him leh... I dun know y amanda dun wan to meet him loh... But i believe she had her own reason behind it... But just hope that they can get a agreement loh... Dun because of such thing give up the relationship... It is not easy to meet which other and go stead... This is fate so it is better to treasure wat u have loh...
I heard from BL that she working le... Somemore her hand kana some cuts because the papers she packing, te edge is quite sharp... Hope she can cope well with the work... Hahaha... But pray that not everyday doing the same work if not when the job is over, her hand will be full of cuts and bruises... Take care everyone...

Birthday and Animal:

If you are a Turtle:
You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

Time to come back with my life le... Thanx for the friends who have been with me this few days... Alothugh it is quite a sad thing for me,but i learn to let go thing in a more easier manner... Like y should a person go on something which will bring him no where leh... Issit it better to find new thing to explore than living in a world in the past... Although i still does like her cos afterall this few year she did have a position in my heart. hahaha...but i really hope that she can find wat she really wan... I yesterday sms her and told her how i felt abt the whole incident and wat i concluded from it... I encouraged her to go for wat she wan and stop lying to herself loh... She maybe angry with me abt that, but i think wat i say is true and i am saying it for the sake of dun wishing to see her continue numbing herself ba... If u like something, u must go for it... Dun try to let time wash it away when u know that it has always been in your mind and even time couldn't cure wat is inside it...

Birthday and Color

October 24th ~November 11th = White

*WHITE*
You dream and have goals in your life. You get
jealous easily and you don't
react to things easily. You are different and
sometimes weird, but everyone
loves that in you.

THis morning finally get the email from her with her answer in it... The answer was not that obvious without a direct no but for me i already accepted it as NO... Maybe i cannot really say out how is my mood now cos i also dun know... First time i felt so calm after such thing... Issit that i dun wish to show out my feeling to other and hiding it to myself... Maybe i can say my feeling inside me is totally very bad, heart a bit broken but i did not because of this start to hate her... I was just thinking that all the thing i did all this years just couldn't show any trust or confidence in me to her end up she scare of pain and hurt from me... Hahaha...I really dun know y ppl see thing till very funny way loh... Some say till like hope to see this friendship end some dun wan ... Some like not happy with wat i doing saying that the way i reply to her show something else... I can tell those ppl if u are my friend, better keep your mouth shut... If not out u go... I no need any ppl to teach me wat to do... All i trusted is myself or a few other... I knew that something can cause tremendous pain and cause numb... But to me such pain not only can cause numb but also anger and frustration for me... Maybe such thing will change a person character very much... So friend if i changed suddenly, sorry abt all this... Actually all this years i just trying to find out something loh... Does she ever like me before loh... End up i did all this stupid things out... Whether if can go stead or not actually i dun really care so much...But who dun wish to be together with the gal or boy he or she like leh..... sob sob....

The first exam paper has started yesterday... It was quite easy because i had prepared it in advanced ba... Hahaha... U think la... Whole night never sleep just there to study if still cannot pass, really i nothing to say le... "Thanx" to belinda ar 1 am still can sms me to "disturb" me saying she going to sleep le... Hahaha... Make me felt sleepy but lucky never fall asleep... Hihihi...
Then after exam i was suppose to go home and sleep end up went toa payho with Liang and liying... Going there and walk here walk there and wasted abt 2 to 3 hours... Then on my journey back, kaoz i saw that idiot soon cai wei... Still that skinny and useless... Hahaha... Somemore alight same stop as me dun even know i was behind him...
Sian today breakfast meeting was cancelled cos hao wan to study for tomolo exam... Gtg study le cos tomolo still got my second paper... I think tomolo paper shouldn't be a problem ba... Hahaha...