Enlistment Day
Finally reach my enlistment day le... Still got 4 hours left... Then i will be botak and be wearing uniform 4 le... Haha... So all the friends out there must miss me k... Haha... Start to go a bit siao siao... Cos i difinitely gonna miss a lot of ppl here... But soon i will be out again... Hihihi... Pray really hard that all the GOOD BROTHERS dun come and disturb me in Tekong pls... Let me happy happy past my 3 weeks there... Talking crap again... Hihihi... Gtg soon...
HAPPY ENLISTMENT TO HONG CHING, SHENGXIN, YEAN WEI AND ME!!!
HAPPY GRADUATION TOMORROW TO ALL DECC STUDENTS AND OF COS ALL MY BUDDY IN 3A26 AND 3B26... hAHa... wE ARE THE bESt...
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Heart Broken Totally......
Dunno y my sixth sense always so accurate... Just now at temple happen to suddenly think of something... Will she be here on sunday for the lunch cos she did not reply my sms at all... It seem like someone telling me she sure won't be coming but i just dun believe the sound which came into my ears... True enough at 11.04pm i receive a sms from her saying that she couldn't make it on this sunday... Mood really bad at this moment of time... Really feel that my head going to explode anytime now... Y such thing happen again... I just wanna take a look at the one i like the last time before i go NS so difficult meh... I dun even have time to meet shuyu and planned everything just to see u but..... If this is the case then i really nothing to say la... Fate is playing with me i just have to admit lost to fate.... I dun care whether she will see this msg or not la... Cos she say before this blog is something i can throw thing which i am unhappy... No matter how i write no one should be offended ba... If she are offended then sorry lo... U really dunno how bad my mood is at this time...
My army enlistment company and platoon are all out le... I going into Echo Company and Platoon 4... 6 more days I going to protect my nation le... Although knowing that the way in front is tough but I will force myself to get through all this hardships... I will be coming out in one piece de... So my friends out there no need to worry for me...
NOTE: Shuyu I am very sorry for wat i have done to u in the past... Although I really wish to ask u out for a talk but i dun have the time to do it... Even i got the time i think u dun have it... Just telling u dun always be so frustrated when things cannot be done... Have more patience when u do thing... I knew u like to do everything the best but not everytime u can do it... Somehow u got to take failure if it occurs... Falling down doesn't mean the end of everything... Dun forget fall down u can climb up again... One day of cos u can be the best... Somehow dun use yourself to cmpared with other ppl if not it will be very miserable for u... U willing to listen to this or not is up to u la... I have no right to ask u to listen to me cos somehow i myself is also a failure... All the best in your final year projects... I believe u sure can pass it well and with flying color ba... Just telling u something u are my best ex stead which i ever have since sec 3 till now... Thank to be there for me for the past 3 years... Although we couldn't be stead but i hope we still can be good friends... Take good care of yourself shuyu... Miss U...
That is the end of my blog for today and it may also be the last blog i typing before i go for my NS... Thanks ppl who come in to view it and tag on my board... All the best in watever u all is doing now... Will get back to blog soon... Maybe one or two more times before tuesday or maybe 3 weeks later on 4 sep... Haha...
TO BE CONTINUE...
Dunno y my sixth sense always so accurate... Just now at temple happen to suddenly think of something... Will she be here on sunday for the lunch cos she did not reply my sms at all... It seem like someone telling me she sure won't be coming but i just dun believe the sound which came into my ears... True enough at 11.04pm i receive a sms from her saying that she couldn't make it on this sunday... Mood really bad at this moment of time... Really feel that my head going to explode anytime now... Y such thing happen again... I just wanna take a look at the one i like the last time before i go NS so difficult meh... I dun even have time to meet shuyu and planned everything just to see u but..... If this is the case then i really nothing to say la... Fate is playing with me i just have to admit lost to fate.... I dun care whether she will see this msg or not la... Cos she say before this blog is something i can throw thing which i am unhappy... No matter how i write no one should be offended ba... If she are offended then sorry lo... U really dunno how bad my mood is at this time...
My army enlistment company and platoon are all out le... I going into Echo Company and Platoon 4... 6 more days I going to protect my nation le... Although knowing that the way in front is tough but I will force myself to get through all this hardships... I will be coming out in one piece de... So my friends out there no need to worry for me...
NOTE: Shuyu I am very sorry for wat i have done to u in the past... Although I really wish to ask u out for a talk but i dun have the time to do it... Even i got the time i think u dun have it... Just telling u dun always be so frustrated when things cannot be done... Have more patience when u do thing... I knew u like to do everything the best but not everytime u can do it... Somehow u got to take failure if it occurs... Falling down doesn't mean the end of everything... Dun forget fall down u can climb up again... One day of cos u can be the best... Somehow dun use yourself to cmpared with other ppl if not it will be very miserable for u... U willing to listen to this or not is up to u la... I have no right to ask u to listen to me cos somehow i myself is also a failure... All the best in your final year projects... I believe u sure can pass it well and with flying color ba... Just telling u something u are my best ex stead which i ever have since sec 3 till now... Thank to be there for me for the past 3 years... Although we couldn't be stead but i hope we still can be good friends... Take good care of yourself shuyu... Miss U...
That is the end of my blog for today and it may also be the last blog i typing before i go for my NS... Thanks ppl who come in to view it and tag on my board... All the best in watever u all is doing now... Will get back to blog soon... Maybe one or two more times before tuesday or maybe 3 weeks later on 4 sep... Haha...
TO BE CONTINUE...
Saturday, August 07, 2004
10 more days to tekong...
Many days no mood to blog le... But today forced myself to write something arbo soon this blog seem to be abandon liao...
Start to write on 29th july, that day was really a bad days for me but i just treat it as normal day... Time seem to move very slow but i still managed to get through it easily... After that day I think my mind concept changes again cos for the past few day i keep on wanting shuyu come back to me but then after that day, feeling changes again... Cos issit because 29th july was the day which make me wanna her to come back or wat... Forget it la... Past let it past... Feeling seem to go off soon...
Next is about the msg from belinda blog... Belinda thank for concern abt that matter... I am not angry abt wat u have type... wat u say is true... Time is the factor of everything... I seem to rush of getting her back... Maybe i have been tired of all this thing liao la... From her till u from u to her... Thing has been dragging for a long long time le... Sometime really sad with things u all say... Maybe i just a failure in handling love matter ba... Cos i just couldn't really know who i like who i wanna be with... The rest i leave it inside the email ba...
Went to Indonesia for a few days... Seem to be a sad trip cos several thing occur... First thing is Belinda grnadfather passed away... Not because i am sad due to his death cos in the first place i dun even know him... But is because it was the first time i saw her cried after sec 4 that time ba... Felt very useless for not able to go up to comfort her due to my own difficulties... Cos i think it is not nice to walk up to her because i dun wish to get her into any trouble with her parents cos in the first place how come a guy came all the way to indonesia to visit her... Next, i really scare i will become very emotional cos feeling for her is always there but i already told her i only like shuyu... That make me really dun dare to face her directly... There is a few time i saw her but i just hide myself inside the shop to prevent her from seeing me... Cos i only wanna visit her secretly and see how she is instead of letting her know i was there although in the end she did saw me... Haiz...
Next, during the funeral procession, suddenly it remind me of my Beloved Grandmother...Four years le... It is still that sad when i think of her... Wondering how is she now... Miss her alot... I am really very unfilial that time when she fell down and i didn't go in to see her... When she is in singapore, i only know to talk to my gf and neglected her end up she told my aunt that i am very unfilial to her... Still remember she couldn't walk le when she see me she still try her best to move herself to the cupboard to take grapes for me to eat...Whenever i think back i am very sad... I cried everytime when i think of it even now... MA i am very sorry i shouldn't have neglected u that time... Treasure watever u have before u lost them...If not no matter how much u cry, it just couldn't bring them back to life again...
Now back to now... Came back le... Now still worry for Belinda... I knew she is strong with watever thing happen but i knew it still a big impact on her... I know she dun wish her grandfather to worry for her... But if she buried all the sorrow inside her, it is not very good for her... Hope thing will all be ok soon... K la... Enough of my typing le... Take care everyone and watever gods up there or down there please take care of my grandmother and BL grandfather and also make BL get back to her happy life soon...
Many days no mood to blog le... But today forced myself to write something arbo soon this blog seem to be abandon liao...
Start to write on 29th july, that day was really a bad days for me but i just treat it as normal day... Time seem to move very slow but i still managed to get through it easily... After that day I think my mind concept changes again cos for the past few day i keep on wanting shuyu come back to me but then after that day, feeling changes again... Cos issit because 29th july was the day which make me wanna her to come back or wat... Forget it la... Past let it past... Feeling seem to go off soon...
Next is about the msg from belinda blog... Belinda thank for concern abt that matter... I am not angry abt wat u have type... wat u say is true... Time is the factor of everything... I seem to rush of getting her back... Maybe i have been tired of all this thing liao la... From her till u from u to her... Thing has been dragging for a long long time le... Sometime really sad with things u all say... Maybe i just a failure in handling love matter ba... Cos i just couldn't really know who i like who i wanna be with... The rest i leave it inside the email ba...
Went to Indonesia for a few days... Seem to be a sad trip cos several thing occur... First thing is Belinda grnadfather passed away... Not because i am sad due to his death cos in the first place i dun even know him... But is because it was the first time i saw her cried after sec 4 that time ba... Felt very useless for not able to go up to comfort her due to my own difficulties... Cos i think it is not nice to walk up to her because i dun wish to get her into any trouble with her parents cos in the first place how come a guy came all the way to indonesia to visit her... Next, i really scare i will become very emotional cos feeling for her is always there but i already told her i only like shuyu... That make me really dun dare to face her directly... There is a few time i saw her but i just hide myself inside the shop to prevent her from seeing me... Cos i only wanna visit her secretly and see how she is instead of letting her know i was there although in the end she did saw me... Haiz...
Next, during the funeral procession, suddenly it remind me of my Beloved Grandmother...Four years le... It is still that sad when i think of her... Wondering how is she now... Miss her alot... I am really very unfilial that time when she fell down and i didn't go in to see her... When she is in singapore, i only know to talk to my gf and neglected her end up she told my aunt that i am very unfilial to her... Still remember she couldn't walk le when she see me she still try her best to move herself to the cupboard to take grapes for me to eat...Whenever i think back i am very sad... I cried everytime when i think of it even now... MA i am very sorry i shouldn't have neglected u that time... Treasure watever u have before u lost them...If not no matter how much u cry, it just couldn't bring them back to life again...
Now back to now... Came back le... Now still worry for Belinda... I knew she is strong with watever thing happen but i knew it still a big impact on her... I know she dun wish her grandfather to worry for her... But if she buried all the sorrow inside her, it is not very good for her... Hope thing will all be ok soon... K la... Enough of my typing le... Take care everyone and watever gods up there or down there please take care of my grandmother and BL grandfather and also make BL get back to her happy life soon...
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