爱到才知痛

为着你今仔日欲来找我 对早上等到深夜
阮总是相信你会甲阮来作伴 犹原无影无迹
我不敢相信那无你甘会生活 按怎渡我的生命
寒风也冷袂过你对我的心肝 那堪糟蹋着我
爱到你心惊惊 想到你心痛痛
但是我无法度将感情收煞
看到你爱别人就亲像你爱我 按怎拢袂心痛
爱到你心惊惊 想到你心痛痛
我己经无资格对你讲条件
等别人对待你就亲像你对我 爱到才知影痛

Wat must I do to get myself back...

Finally my 21st birthday party date is set on 5 nov le... But i very confused whether to ask Her to come or not... Even i ask will she come will she come... I seem like i am not a friend to her leh... Feeling really sad whenever i see her blog... Although really happy to see her so happy with her life now... Got a lovely bf with her... But how abt myself... I just very sian with my life le... Every day was so meaningless... Think of her was so sad... Try to make myself dun think but i still come into my mind very now and then when i am free... I really hope that i can just memory loss... Heart really shatter into very small pieces... Dunno how to fix it back le... I dun wan to keep on like this but i just couldn't get through it... If can get through i think i no need to be so sad for almost 2 years le... My mother was asking me how i plan for my love life... I tell her i really tired le... Even for the rest of my life i dun wanna get into any relationship le... Cos hurting ppl and hurting myself really make me very fear of it le... I am a very stubborn person so i think i will follow wat i say... k la.. Gotten stop here le.. cos everytime think of her, tear will just roll down like this...
Take care everyone... nitez... Ending with another hokkien song in another post...

Back....... Happy Zhong Qiu Jie......

this few week not i mia ar... Just that i am too busy with my things le... Just happen to have time after come back from temple procession... Really exhausted le... Still got to report camp tomolo morning... Sian... Since Hao and Diana birthday, i still went to liying and ziwei one... All at Downtown East...Haha...Nothing special happen... Then this weekend i spent it on the procession thing... Not enough sleep... Today morning went to serangoon central there to move house for my cousin... Keep on looking around see whether i can at least see her but too bad never... Saw a person like her but cannot cmf issit her cos the lorry went too fast le... Really no fate to meet i also nothing to say liao la... Haiz... At least now no need to go there le... Haha... Nothing much la... Take care everyone... Pray that she and her family is good and fine... Nitez

Ber> u also funny la... Where got ppl see answer then reply de... Haha... Not fun at all... That time rachel send me i even send her back snow... Wahaha... I knew the answer i stun... hee hee... Like this then power meh... Haha... Sleep so much ar... I tot u MIA liao leh... Take care...