Chinese New Year Ending.....

Wat a sad chinese new year i got this year... This time round full of sadness... Let me tell u wat happen from the eve till now...

Eve of cny, I met jinyu after work to give her the bbq pork... End up hao jio her to go out together at night she say see how lo... Around 12 plus she reply my sms saying she waiting for her friend to fetch her... Is like wat the fish... Got car she wanna go no car dun wan la... I admit i am very tulan with her and she can feel it but of cos how long can i be angry with her... Haiz... Nvm she told me wanna come down to find me which i ask her to go back home la... Cos is already very late at night le... Although the feel of seeing her is very strong but dun wan... Went out with the brothers to see firework but when i see that, my mind just simply sian... Maybe i chee bye la cos who dun wish to see it with the gal i like and end up with brothers... Haha...

First day i nothing to do lo... Keep on playing mahjong and thinking went is jinyu free... Haiz...

Second day same thing at home do nothing... But lucky night time we went play mahjong at
hougang house and at first jinyu wanna come but end up se stuck at her aunty house gambling... End up she lost and me also lost... Haha... Play till morning then end...

Third day early in the morning i went over to jinyu house there to eat breakfast... I called her to wake her up and end up she ask her mother talk to me ask me go her house... Her house still ok la... See her mother a very friendly mum... But when inside her home, i got this feeling that is her mother is really very wei da... She herself can bring up 3 childrens... Giving jinyu the best she could although family not really rich... I respect her alot... Just hoping if i got the chance to be with jinyu i will really take good care of her mother for the love and care she give jinyu... After that i sent jinyu to work... But from that day onwards jinyu seem to be a bit weird le...

4th to 7 days nothing happen except very tulan with ah heng...

8th days is jade emperor festival and i already prepare everything... Invite my brothers and jinyu over for dinner but end up jinyu couldn't make it... Just now i told jinyu abt it but only half... I was scolded to prepare so much food cos i tot she is coming... If i know she is not coming i would have just go out to eat with my brothers... She nv come because her stomach suddenly pain this is the second time during the cny le... I really worried for her... Dunno wat i can do lo... She told me she will visit my house on the 9th...

9th day morning i wake up to clean up my room which is very messy... Haha... I sms her ask her when does her school end but she told me that she got work after that cannot come and her mother told her cny over le... I was like omg... I told my mum she is coming end up thing goes like this... Sian kana scold by my mother for it again lo... Cos she knew if not for her last night i won't cook so much le...
10 to 12th days... Jinyu suddenly change... She either totally nv reply sms or very slow... Like wat happen on wed... I went to interview which i successfully got a job... At first meeting rachel for dinner but when i sms jinyu she reply asking whether wanna meet or not... Of cos i push away rachel appointment... End up she tell me she go home sleep after that call me... I wait and wait till 12 plus when she came online forgetting everything... I was like so hungry and upset... Why???

Just now went to find jinyu... She just sit down only phone rang le... The guy called her she say wanna ask him out... End up ask him to go out tomolo night... ME leh... Died one is it... Is it she still cannot catch that i like her all she simply dun care... I really very tired le... Wat should i do... Really very fan fan fan... Haiz...

Dun wanna type le very sian liao... Take care everyone... I prayed for her hoping jinyu will be happy cos she told me she very fan recently... If god wanna do anything to her just bring everything to me... I wan her to be happy i willing to suffer just for her...